Flowers Turn to Fruit

I am surprised I’m still surprised, how the magic does it

I go through it and act tough, this is so tiny, full of nothing

How the magic does it

I floated in the darkness, remembered the womb, drank warm liquids, relaxed my

muscles through breath and fell like an unstable child

and gravity

I was told to remember the way it has always been

release, gather, celebrate

and the weight of my palms changed

an idea rose from paper, streamed live

somehow, it looks easy when you work hard

I was told to take nothing personally, least of all myself

least of all

myself

flowers turn to fruit

feelings change

and plans hardly happen as planned

still breathing in a full moon

waiting for the daylight

I’m surprised I’m still surprised

wishes come true at all

by Alysia Mazzella


poetry, issue 1Stephanie Alinsug